- Dec 20, 2023
aftermath
2023 With the cold settling into my bones, I was afraid that night. My brain was running fast. One of the things I’ve noticed about...
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- Dec 18, 2023
The Ditch Dug
In that time as I assiduously but haphazardly engaged in moving the car to avoid the Repo Man, I also was heavily drugged and already by...
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- Dec 4, 2023
Clutch Part 1- "drop off"
1. Drop Off They left me in the empty living room in the empty house. Watery October light on the bare wood floors. The room echoey as...
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- Feb 25, 2023
Meds
13. During my second sojourn in the bin I knew already how to be. I knew to go to all the meetings and participate in the activities....
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- Feb 23, 2023
Lucky doberman
Back to the empty house. That’s what made me begin writing this. The living room looking down over the street or neat little houses. ...
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- Feb 22, 2023
lower-selfesteem
11. A year before I really asked for a divorce I asked for a divorce for the first time. A practice run that ended in tears and begging....
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- Feb 22, 2023
backstory
I dug ponds. He hid bills. I asked the child who was still considered to be a son about what he thought his parents should do if they...
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- Feb 20, 2023
Ponds
I used to rent out the garage in those last years of the marriage. And the basement was an apartment that also was rented. We didn’t...
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- Feb 19, 2023
dreams
For three years after my life collapsed I had no dreams. I didn't even notice that they were gone until they started to return. Lately...
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- Feb 19, 2023
The way a life can turn on a single moment
Of course if you set up your life in such a way that it's precarious and don't safeguard yourself then one little thing can do a lot of...
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