- Feb 25
Meds
13. During my second sojourn in the bin I knew already how to be. I knew to go to all the meetings and participate in the activities....
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- Feb 23
Lucky doberman
Back to the empty house. That’s what made me begin writing this. The living room looking down over the street or neat little houses. ...
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- Feb 22
lower-selfesteem
11. A year before I really asked for a divorce I asked for a divorce for the first time. A practice run that ended in tears and begging....
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- Feb 22
backstory
I dug ponds. He hid bills. I asked the child who was still considered to be a son about what he thought his parents should do if they...
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- Feb 20
Ponds
I used to rent out the garage in those last years of the marriage. And the basement was an apartment that also was rented. We didn’t...
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- Feb 19
dreams
For three years after my life collapsed I had no dreams. I didn't even notice that they were gone until they started to return. Lately...
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- Feb 19
The way a life can turn on a single moment
Of course if you set up your life in such a way that it's precarious and don't safeguard yourself then one little thing can do a lot of...
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- Feb 19
Trap
If you have never been taken to a place against your will you don’t know how it feels to be imprisoned. Perhaps we all as children...
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- Feb 17
Back to the second batch of cops
I went back three weeks and was tempted to go back a year and then eight years and all the way back then to the beginnings of the...
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- Feb 16
Three weeks earlier
Perhaps before I describe what befell me after the cops came that second time. The calmer and more jovially cruel copbs. But then again...
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